I couldn't let today pass without writing one more reflection on my trip to Costa Rica two years ago because I was supposed to be making the same trip again this week. Today we would have been flying home, so I am thinking about our return last time.
|We loved our customs photos.
My son looks like Clark Kent
about to change into Superman.
When we bought our tickets, we scheduled an early afternoon departure so that we would not have to wake up pre-sunrise as some of the other teams did. There were a few problems with our plan. First, we were literally the last team to leave the seminary. Also, the bus drivers did not want to hang around, so we left a little early and spent several hours waiting at the airport. It turns out we were tired from our week even though we didn't have to wake up as early as some others. The other major problem was that we arrived back in the States after midnight, and that made for a long day.
For most of my life I have struggled with severe motion sickness. It is a frequent problem, but I know how to manage it most of the time. This time, however, I made the bad decision of taking the maximum recommended dosage of my motion sickness medicine. My body became so sluggish, that I only vaguely remember falling asleep on the plane. When we finally landed, it was so difficult to walk off the plane, collect my luggage, go through customs, and then find my husband at the curb. I remember him asking, "Couldn't you hear me calling your name?"
I felt a little like the disciples when we read about Jesus' encounter with them in the garden of Gethsemane (see Matthew 26:41 or Mark 14:38). He had asked them to pray for Him, but He finds them sleeping instead. He warns His disciples that "the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak." I was certainly willing to go home with my husband, I even wanted to go home with my husband, but the quality of my body and the decisions I had made left me weak.
I wonder if we, as the flesh of Christ (the body, if you prefer), are like I was returning from Costa Rica in 2018. We are tired. We have made some bad decisions. We are eager to go with God, but we can't hear Him calling our name. Like the disciples, we must keep watching and praying because even though the flesh is weak, the Spirit is still willing.