God prepared a comfort for me this year weeks before I need them. The words I'd need leaped out of the pages of Ann Voskamp's advent devotional, The Greatest Gift. Ann quoted these words of CS Lewis in context of the story of Jonah, but they have been comforting me during these holidays
"We all want progress... [but] if you are on the wrong road, progress means doing an about-turn and walking back to the right road; and in that case, the man who turns back soonest is the most progressive."
I've spent a good amount of time over the last few weeks thinking about this idea of progress. Where am I? Where do I want to go? And also I've been thinking about the concept of turning around? Where would I go back to? What have I given up that maybe I shouldn't have? A thought came to my mind this morning: Monica.
In no way am I looking to go back my high school self. That Amie missed out on opportunities because she cared too much about what other people thought and was too insecure about who she was. But there was a part of her that was amazing too: she was passionate and optimistic about what life held for her. That alter-Amie (the Monica, if you will) is long gone, but perhaps there are things I can learn from her if I remember a little more about who she was.
"Jonah spent three days and three nights in the belly of a great fish, as the Son of Man will spend three days and three nights in the belly of the earth. One day, the people of Nineveh will rise up in judgment and will condemn your present generation—for the Ninevites turned from sin to God when they heard Jonah preach, and now One far greater than Jonah is here." (Matthew 12:40-41)
And just like Jonah, when we face that turning point in our lives, when we've been going the wrong way and know we need to turn around, when we are ready to finally go the direction we are supposed to, don't be surprised if you find yourself sitting in the belly of a fish for a few days.
God, I pray it be a metaphorical belly, and not a literal one. Although a literal one might not be too bad because I'd have some great writing material when I came out...
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